Down your face
When you lose something
You cannot replace
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try
To fix you.
Fix You- Coldplay
I should not drink three glasses of wine upon melancholia and 3 hours of T nagging and yelling and telling me how little he cares for me...
It just makes the tears stream
I hurt enough for myself, let alone for others...
Still, lights may guide me home, if I can focus enough to see them.
And if I remember that kindness matters and is the key to unlock the difficulties of life, maybe the hurt will lessen.
And maybe I can get myself fixed enough to continue to fix others...
"See the world as yourself
Have faith in the way things are
Love the world as your self
then you can care for all things."
Tao Te Ching: Lao-Tzu
and as we sang today in church (well I sang, most of the parents didn't know it..)
A new commandment I give unto you
To love one another as I have loved you
By this love you have for one another
everyone will know that you are my disciples.
So without this label of Christian
I'll be following the path of kindness and love
And if god is there, please show yourself! Don't hide!
I so want to see you...
But I do not need to see you to dance this dance.